i’m so proud of you for going to college, getting clean, and doing something with your life & i’m always here to support you. & i know it’s so selfish to say i don’t want you to go, i just don’t want to let you go. whether you realize it or not, you’ve taught me to feel so many different things. i only see good in you. the reasons other people don’t like you are irrelevant to me. i know you’re capable of so much & i want to help you, but before we know it, you’ll be gone & there’s nothing i can do. i hate to think this way, but you’re probably going to meet someone great & forget about me & i’ll be stuck here with all the same people, only wanting you. i love spending all this time with you, & i want to continue to but it’s making me care for you more & more by the seconds, then its going to be harder to say goodbye. but i want to see you & spend as much time with you as i can. i’m so confused, i just want you so badly, i don’t know what to do..

(Source: s3xcuseme)

(Source: s3xcuseme)